Written Love
When it hurts so bad,why does it feel so good?

I wish this all made sense,

I wish I understood.

Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,

but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I tried.
Loving you feels so right,

but at the same time,

knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.

I just want this to be simple,

wanting you here with me,

to look into your eyes,be held in your arms...

then I'd truly be happy.
I cannot say 'I love you’

Or that I truly care,

because my words would mean as much to you

As a layer of thin air.
How can I let go

Of my love that was so true?

How can I forget these feelings

That I still hold for you?
What good is love, that does not touch,

What good is love, that gives you pain.

What good is love, that makes you run,

And makes you lost out in the rain.
A thunderous silence

breaks through my thoughts.

What was once many great ideas

is now a triumph, lost.
At one point, I loved you more than anything

You were my sunshine after the rain,

But with you went my only light,

And I felt nothing but pain.
You haunt me in my dreams at night,

And you plague my every thought,
There it goes all alone,

continuing to fall

With it,

it takes the emotion of all

Wait, can you hear it?

A sob has broke free

Has shook my lungs cold, but yet continues to be
But time and distance have erased
So now, I journey on alone,Forever wandering, in my thoughts.

a picture of me &&& Nadhirah's salad. (=